It's been quite a few weeks since you finally agreed to be friends again. Granted, things would still be awkward and all, so we are still not as close as we were. But I don't wish to force things upon you. Yet I do hope that by taking things slowly, perhaps one day it could finally be possible.
I have thought about it so many times, but this will really be the last time I ever like a girl. And even if the outcome turns out otherwise, I wish you all the best. And I willingly accept the terms and conditions I set upon myself when I first decided to pursue this relationship. Do not worry too much about me being too harsh on myself. It is all karma for my bloodline.
Just recently, I have been entralled into some trouble because someone felt bitter over her unrequited love. Well, that is the most likely explanation for now, and I still do not know the whole truth. But I do hope I could keep my promise, and to not hurt you in a fit of jealousy.
I could only hope I can control myself.