There are some things I really don't know.
Why were you so friendly to me in the past? You used to share with me about your stuffs, and so willing to have meals with me. Did you really not have any feelings for me? And were you trying to suppress it?
Did you see something in me? Which even though you didn't like, still tried thinking of it as something nice?
And was it because I pushed you away that you felt heartbroken?
There are so many answers I need. And if it was because of me that you started shutting yourself out, I am really sorry.
But I will try my best to regain your trust. And reopen your heart again.